I sit here in my bed. I should be sleeping, its 630 AM. I have yet to sleep tonight. I sit here listening to music, reading poems and quotes, watching videos on youtube of such talented people. I think of what it would be like to have the capability to write music. I cannot believe there are people out there who can write a song in a day, sometimes in just hours. I wonder why God gives certain people such gifts. I feel as though i don't have a unique gift. Or if i do i just haven't discovered it yet. I feel as though my mind and soul are exploding with a yearning to be artistic. Music and lyrics baffle me. It is amazing how a song or a melody can change someones mood or even change ones life. I want to find something that i am especially good at. Im eager to find my passion. I think i need a needle of a compass to point me in the right direction. To lead me to the path of my own discovery.
